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About me
XJR goes Asia

Current status: back home

22 years old
The Netherlands
VU University Amsterdam
Business Administration

Speaks dutch, english, wenzhounese and bit mandarin, japanese and german.

Jan-Aug '09 in China, Japan, Korea

<3 dancing


Music
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Thoughts
on my mind

Expectations
Here i am
Reflection
Unreachable

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Blogs
follow my dears

Xiuf - Aja Aja Geeking!
Kayan - Through my mind
Hanna - Starting over in USA
Charmaine - Top of the world
Bunny - Spotlight on me


Archive
Looking back at the past

October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
August 2009
January 2010
August 2010


Quotes
say what?

"Silence is the true friend that never betrays"

"Sometimes I wish I could just pack my bags and leave this chaotic and tiring place"

“Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.”

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title: the world of xjr
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date: Nov 08
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Saturday, February 21, 2009
unreachable

Unconsciously always trying to reach the unreachable.. Unreachable in many ways. Some you just cannot grab it, no matter how hard you try. Tears and sweat, it is just not meant to be, this is not your destiny. In other cases there are several obstacles. Fear, insecureness, and most important pride, holding you back from reaching the goals you've been setting. The dreams you want to follow. The reality you try to escape. Focus and don't get caught in illusions, illusions where you think it might be real this time. Don't ever let greed take over you, some things just don't belong to you. Protect yourself of getting hurt, have strength. 

Not knowing whether the outcome will be satisfying, you take this path. Are you wanting this for the right reasons? Will it be worth it?

What I should do now is focus on dancing. Be dedicated, train hard and IMPROVE. Reaching this goal is the only thing I'm confident in doing. As long as you stay true to yourself and focus, you might be able to make at least this illusion become reality. Work hard and you will be rewarded. It's time to break out of your shell, it's time for action. It cannot turn out to be another disappointment..Now you can make it come true, out the sight of all the familiar eyes..I will grow, I will improve. I will get over the stage fright.

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Written by XJR, at 7:51 PM