Booked my planetickets and ready to go. Leaving on January 9th, which allows me to take the last dance class at Jake's on tuesday ^^ Wow, I'm really going to miss that and my girls! Hope I can keep up with it in Japan..It would suck ass if I got worse than before when I come back o.0 No, I need to improve! So many things on my mind..so many things I want to accomplish..so many things I want to change.. I will be heading back home at August 18th, yeah you heard it, 7 and a half months in Asia! Lately, I'm having those periods again in which I feel like hiding myself and be on my own. Waiting till that day arrives, I have been waiting for this the moment I stepped into this school and started my life as a student. As most people say this is the best period of your life, my moment will arrive anytime soon. I never thought that the life as a student was that great, I even thought this was the stupidest and most boring period..But it will all change, it must all change. An exciting adventure is waiting for me, this is the time for me to grow..to learn. Searching for that confidence I'm lacking, I must get rid of my insecureness. Everyone needs to learn to love themselves the way they are, and so do I. No more ifs.. I know, so much on my mind. Anyway, no matter the outcome..In those nearly 8 months I will be letting my mind free for the time being and return being more myself than ever.

Labels: japan

Written by XJR, at 8:36 PM